~About Me~
Ee Lin
of CLS
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my e-mail:madden_dreamer@live.com.my
my facebook as well....
I feel...
wrong at times....yet feel so right.....sometimes very confuse....I'm NUMB...I'M DEAD!!!!I HATE PLEASING PPL...GETTIN REALLY TIRED WITH THE HIPOCRITS...
what you can buy me for Christmas...
hmmm....thats a good question....
maybe u can get me a brand new tennis racquet....hahaha...that be good...AIN'T IT???
AND of coz would be my fav author Judith McNaught books...which *Denise always shakes her head*
BESIDES THAT i would really appreciate it if i get an IPOD...a guitar too perhaps.....HAHAHA.....askin too much
for now i still dont really know what i want....i'm tryin to do whatever i can to help myself now...it seems to be workin slightly already but i seriously dont know how long it will take for me to actually recover from it but i know that i hav to or else it wont get me anywhere near myself ever....although i keep bugging my friends bout it but what cn i do thats the only way i cn get myself through it.....it actually helps...so i just so sry to say that i hav to keep bugging u denise hahahahaha......so the progress will keep coming.....i cnt keep torturing myself like that when the person is actually enjoyin right???do as what my coach says try to put it aside...n i'm tryin....how far its gonna take me i seriously dont know....i just know that it hav to take me somewhere at some point....thinkin of start dating again but i'm just nt sure if i will ever hav the kinda feelin for the other person....its just nt right to hurt others.....haiz!!!!complicated.....
