Sunday, September 28, 2008
there is only 2 more weeks left till the finals....n whats worst is that i havent done any of my revision yet....i'm so DOOM!!!!! there is 1 week holiday due to the raya celebration.....i'm not sure that i cn even finish studyin by then i just hope that i cn make it through the finals this time n try not to flunk any paper or else i'm DEAD....HAIZ!!! i really hav to buck up this week.....i'm dead.....
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12:26 AM
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Tuesday, September 23, 2008
AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! DAMN IT!!!!!i'm startin to hate myself again....i shouldn't hav even view his profile at all.......the minute that i saw him it makes me hav a kind of feelin....whats it all about????i just hate that feelin that i'm still feelin for him...i hate the feelin by just even think of him or even set a glance at him!!!it just make me so furious!!!DARN IT!!!!!!i really wasnt hoping for that!!!!!i knw that he's an ass n i told myself that tooo.....but how come???y m i still feelin like that!!!!!!!GOD PLS TELL ME Y?????ANYONE PLS TELL ME WHAT M I SUPPOSE TO DO!!!!!!! I'M JUST SO FURIOUS!!!!!
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5:45 AM
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Thursday, September 18, 2008
haiz....i finally did get to get my hands on the book that i hav longed for yesterday but the saddest part is that i dont gt to read it until after my finals!!!!!damn!!!!!anyway i was just so lucky coz i found the book which is kinda hard to find in any other bookstore in penang....hahaha...i'm so happy coz its the 1 n only book there....n i gt my hands on it...YIPEE!!!!
anyway let talk bout today.....just like any other thurs there was ntg much diff actually...the only difference is that we had a talk this morning on having a relationship,having save sex as well as having abortion.....this makes me think back on my previous action...but it doesnt really effect me coz whatever that has been given is already given....anyway the pic they showed on abortion as well as AIDS was really disgusting...god knws what did thses ppl do to get this kind of disease...YUCK!!!!what they say is actually right...its always better save than sorry....
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2:48 AM
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Tuesday, September 16, 2008
haha i just cnt wait till 2mr...its gonna be a public holiday n my mom is workin half day....i just cnt wait to go to queensbay 2mr...cnt wait to gt my hand on the books that i hav longed 4 long time.....n also the lastest camp rock books n mag as well as the hsm book.....hahaha....n yes to ans the ques that denise is gonna ask me....yes i'm gonna buy more of the 'dirty books' hahahaha......i just cnt resist the temptation of readin the books that i'm gonna buy 2mr but i knw it wont happen coz my mom is definitely gonna confiscate all the books that i'm gonna buy 2mr...swt....i dnt 1 anything to ruin my mood for 2day n 2mr so i wont say what happen today.....but i'm still gonna say it anyway....who the hell is she to tell me what to do...but anyway thats probably what my mom would n will do...so i hav no say for this...hahaha.....
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2:42 AM
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Monday, September 15, 2008
what is it with these ppl n my books...i'm just reading a normal novel bout love n they r thinkin as if it came for outer space...haiz....what is it with the bloody bitch,man i just hate her.....i nw hav doubts bout lendin her my book...haiz....its my own right on what i want to do,i just hate studying sometimes its just so much pressure....n i for is never good in doin anything under pressure especially askin me to study its like askin my to die....i just dont get it!!!!!but this blog isnt really bout me....i just want to voice my unsactification on the blog bout her....sometimes she cn just act as though ntg has happen n make it as if it doesnt exist at all.....what kind of a human being is she!!!!!!!!
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2:58 AM
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Sunday, September 14, 2008
its kinda boring today as ther is nothing intersting happenin 2day...n i just hav no mood to do my homework although i hav to finish it....haiz....HOMEWORK HOMEWORK...all week long just goin on with that....anyway i still got a way to entertain myself...hahaha...at least its not so bad....miss zorah just lend me 1 of her novel n i hav already finished reading it yesterday but i'm still rereading it again becoz the story is really really nice....n i've been doin the same thing to the last 2 novels that i read....coz its really good the story line is intersting.....
P.S:Denise if u r seeing this u r gonna say that i'm crazy again which i hav to admit i'm hardly a normal person...hahahahha
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2:33 AM
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Saturday, September 13, 2008
now i'm confused...i'm stuck in between loads of stuff n patically nothing is being right a this moment...1st it was all my stupid flash backs again.....the scene of remembering what happen which i desparetely want to wipe it of my mind but y is it still stcuk there nt not coming out????i'm seriously tryin to forget but it just wont let me when i thought i hav totally as in totally wipe it of me....n it comes back again!!!DAMN IT!!!!!why is it so hard???i just hope it never happend to me sometimes...NO I DONT MEAN THAT....
anyway the 2nd thing is about a friend of mine n i'm so fucked up by that becoz every1 thinks that i'm not talkin to her becoz i'm angry at her....which of coz i dont....n i just dont like to explain things sometimes just wish it could all go away n give me some peace....which i DOUBT that may ever happen until 1 of friend try to pry the reason out of me.....HAIZ!!!!
the 3rd thing which got me really really PISSED of is my class trip!!!i hav never in my entire life seen a teacher walked out on her students like that!!!coz she was the 1 who 1st suggested bout doi a trip...but when another teacher asked her bout it she told her there was no such thing which got us all really FUCKED UP....coz all the plans hav been draft n done together with the price n all....n she just said as if nothing had happen....as if it was just a dream when everything was almost done.....she doesnt 1 2 get involved with whatever we r doin but she wants to join us.....everything that she told us was all just empty promises.....which makes her a FUCKIN BLOODY BIG FAT BITCH.....she's such an ASS....which i think every1 in the class knows that!!!!!i'm NEVER EVER gonna trust ppl like her again NEVER!!!!!
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8:34 AM
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Friday, September 12, 2008
HAHA...this is Denise here...I'm doing this...cos...well..I promised Ee Lin I'd do her layout for her...and I am taking this opportunity to ask if you ppl agree with me...
Isn't Ee Lin's blog very emo???
HAHA....
lol...
:P
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11:29 AM
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Thursday, September 11, 2008
its been 4 days...and every1 keeps askin me whats goin on between me n her...n i kept tellin them ntg wrong but of coz who would believe it since i hav nt talk to her 4 1 whole week....there is a reason for that i jus didnt 1 2 lt them knw...part of the reason 4 y i'm nt talkin to her is because of her bloody bitch girlfriend....who is so pathetic....partly its also because she's my friend thats y i'm nt talkin to her.....n we hav been very close together and it might hav already give others who dont really knw us think that i'm tryin to take her away from her girlfriend which isnt true.....because shes a gay but i knw that i'm definetely not 1 which is y i'm nt talkin 2 her i'm just tryin to keep a certain distance betwee her n myself which eventually lead to the misunderstanding of 2 parties...1 is where my friends thinks that i'm mad at her 4 some stupid reason....and another is by her girlfriends friends which think that i might be the cause of their breakup which i hav no knwledge off until my friends told me.....i dont really care what ppl think bout me as long as i knw what i'm doin...n i hav a pretty great idea that i'm not a gay.....so whatever it is i'll see how it goes......n try to straight things out....
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1:02 AM
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Sunday, September 7, 2008
sometimes its just so hard to understand the concept of human nature....when u hav a friend who desparately needs ur help n u actually give them a hand some pathetic asshole has to act like a pity bitch 2 gt some2 to notice them....n the person who help actually gt into some shit for that she tired to help her friend....thats just all crap....how cn a human being to that 2 each other????isnt it amazing????thats just how human nature is i guess....u kill each other behind thier back n after that u act like u r the pathetic victim or shall i call them the pathetic assholes n bitches???in my opinion i think there r both....BIG FAT PATHETIC ASSHOLES,BITCHES N MORONS!!!!!!!
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6:55 AM
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