~About Me~
Ee Lin
of CLS
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my e-mail:madden_dreamer@live.com.my
my facebook as well....
I feel...
wrong at times....yet feel so right.....sometimes very confuse....I'm NUMB...I'M DEAD!!!!I HATE PLEASING PPL...GETTIN REALLY TIRED WITH THE HIPOCRITS...
what you can buy me for Christmas...
hmmm....thats a good question....
maybe u can get me a brand new tennis racquet....hahaha...that be good...AIN'T IT???
AND of coz would be my fav author Judith McNaught books...which *Denise always shakes her head*
BESIDES THAT i would really appreciate it if i get an IPOD...a guitar too perhaps.....HAHAHA.....askin too much
i'm scared,in fact i've never been so scared in life be4....it has been 4 weeks since whatever had happen to me n i'm trying to put it all behind but i thought that i had already totally forgotten bout what happpen but actually i havnt after having all the sudden flash backs lately.....i really dont know what to do,in addition to the pessure that i'm facing in sch i'm really scared that i might loss myself 1 day....when i mean loss i mean really not literally...the thought of seeing myself blow up i'm really really scared n i hav never felt that way be4 what is goin on with me???i really dont know.....what am i suppose to do????i'm feeling really helpless at times......
