~About Me~
Ee Lin
of CLS
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my e-mail:madden_dreamer@live.com.my
my facebook as well....
I feel...
wrong at times....yet feel so right.....sometimes very confuse....I'm NUMB...I'M DEAD!!!!I HATE PLEASING PPL...GETTIN REALLY TIRED WITH THE HIPOCRITS...
what you can buy me for Christmas...
hmmm....thats a good question....
maybe u can get me a brand new tennis racquet....hahaha...that be good...AIN'T IT???
AND of coz would be my fav author Judith McNaught books...which *Denise always shakes her head*
BESIDES THAT i would really appreciate it if i get an IPOD...a guitar too perhaps.....HAHAHA.....askin too much
and i thought ppl say that when a teen reach 16 its suppose to be sweet...but instead of having a sweet 16 i have a really sour yet bitter 1.....i had a real miserable b-day....hav been suffering from this for more then 4 weeks or make it 5 including this week....i seriously didnt enjoy my b-day at all.....i went through 1 hell of my life living miserable through my b-day....it all started on the 23rd of may....if only i had been in sch that day then all this would not hav happen....if only i could turn back time which i couldnt....it always comes back to the matter 'if'.....i had to meet him that day....n i had to loss 1 of my most precious thing to him on the other.....after that i had to fall for 'the guy' knowing it is impossible becoz he lives far from home n he has a gf......n from that i suffer for the pass 4 weeks tryin to 4get it but instead tryin to lied my way through of telling myself i hav totally 4gotten when i hav only 4gotten part of it....when things r suppose to go back to the way its suppose to be after getting a whole lot of therapy n lectures from my friends something else had to turn it over again....which is quite about the same thing.....this time instead of me fallin for it,its another fallin for me....which i dont really know how i really feel bout him....what does it mean when a guy smses u almost everyday askin you hav u taken ur lunch n stuff like that or where r u nw...what time r u coming home n stuff????i really dont know.....all i knw is instead of having a sweet 16 b-day i had to go through 1 hell of crap to get myself together again n now this????what the hell is wrong with me????
