Saturday, September 13, 2008
now i'm confused...i'm stuck in between loads of stuff n patically nothing is being right a this moment...1st it was all my stupid flash backs again.....the scene of remembering what happen which i desparetely want to wipe it of my mind but y is it still stcuk there nt not coming out????i'm seriously tryin to forget but it just wont let me when i thought i hav totally as in totally wipe it of me....n it comes back again!!!DAMN IT!!!!!why is it so hard???i just hope it never happend to me sometimes...NO I DONT MEAN THAT....
anyway the 2nd thing is about a friend of mine n i'm so fucked up by that becoz every1 thinks that i'm not talkin to her becoz i'm angry at her....which of coz i dont....n i just dont like to explain things sometimes just wish it could all go away n give me some peace....which i DOUBT that may ever happen until 1 of friend try to pry the reason out of me.....HAIZ!!!!
the 3rd thing which got me really really PISSED of is my class trip!!!i hav never in my entire life seen a teacher walked out on her students like that!!!coz she was the 1 who 1st suggested bout doi a trip...but when another teacher asked her bout it she told her there was no such thing which got us all really FUCKED UP....coz all the plans hav been draft n done together with the price n all....n she just said as if nothing had happen....as if it was just a dream when everything was almost done.....she doesnt 1 2 get involved with whatever we r doin but she wants to join us.....everything that she told us was all just empty promises.....which makes her a FUCKIN BLOODY BIG FAT BITCH.....she's such an ASS....which i think every1 in the class knows that!!!!!i'm NEVER EVER gonna trust ppl like her again NEVER!!!!!
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8:34 AM
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