~About Me~
Ee Lin
of CLS
Read the blog...and comment...
my e-mail:madden_dreamer@live.com.my
my facebook as well....
I feel...
wrong at times....yet feel so right.....sometimes very confuse....I'm NUMB...I'M DEAD!!!!I HATE PLEASING PPL...GETTIN REALLY TIRED WITH THE HIPOCRITS...
what you can buy me for Christmas...
hmmm....thats a good question....
maybe u can get me a brand new tennis racquet....hahaha...that be good...AIN'T IT???
AND of coz would be my fav author Judith McNaught books...which *Denise always shakes her head*
BESIDES THAT i would really appreciate it if i get an IPOD...a guitar too perhaps.....HAHAHA.....askin too much
seriously....i've been thinkin is there really such thing as true friendship????i really dont knw becoz i dnt believe in that anymore than i used to.....i've seen too much of that crap lately....it just wakes me up more bout such things as friendship.....i dnt really trust it coz i've been through it....there r only a few person nw that i consider them as my true friends....n the rest????i dnt knw...cn they even be consider as my friends???i hav doubt bout that....coz all i knw is that true friends will always be there for u no matter what happens....n they dont go behind u n do crap stuff....when u neeed help they help u as much as they cn...not turnin their backs against u when u need them n kickin u in the ass without u knwin...thats nt friends to me...coz they r just freakin takin advantage of u!!!!i've seen enough coz when u ask them in smthing that u r weak in they tells u that they r weaker n cnt help u askin u to freakin go find some1 else better...is it so hard to lend a helpin hand to others????is it that FREAKIN HARD????i just dont get it....just becoz u r smart doesnt mean u r everything in the world....just becoz they r smart doesnt mean that other r dump!!!just beocz they r smart they hav to look down on u...is that it????n it doesnt mean that i hav to follow them coz i knw how good m i n how bad m i in things n i'm not afraid of admitting it...coz i knw myself....maybe its just me but i startin to find that most ppl r just so fake....they seems so nice but there is smthing behind all of it.....we r all goin through trials n errors in our teenage life nw...if we dont help ppl out nw then dont expect ppl to help u when r in trouble...thats the simplest thing of all.....
