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~About Me~ Ee Lin
of CLS
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I feel...

wrong at times....yet feel so right.....sometimes very confuse....I'm NUMB...I'M DEAD!!!!I HATE PLEASING PPL...GETTIN REALLY TIRED WITH THE HIPOCRITS...
what you can buy me for Christmas...

hmmm....thats a good question.... maybe u can get me a brand new tennis racquet....hahaha...that be good...AIN'T IT??? AND of coz would be my fav author Judith McNaught books...which *Denise always shakes her head* BESIDES THAT i would really appreciate it if i get an IPOD...a guitar too perhaps.....HAHAHA.....askin too much

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U Wen
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Venisa
Sau Cheng

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    Thursday, November 13, 2008


    Restreaming was done today....as expected I'm not long in sc1....ask me if I'm sad ask if I'm happy...I really dont know how to answer if anyone were to ask me that...THE "BEST" THING IS THAT i MIGHT NOT BE ABLE TO HOLD ANY MORE POST NEXT YEAR BECAUSE i'M DOWN TO SC2....I dont know if I really want the post????I'm really tired thinkin of what I have to face when I go back to school next year...I really dont want to...I dread goin back....IS THERE STILL HOPE????IS THERE STILL FAITH????I want to believe that but I cant...everyone in school just seem so shock to find that I hav dropped....as if this was the most impossible thing of all....but I have already known it long before the results were out.....I really dont know what more I wanna do or what more can I do?????

    I dont know who to turn for help...I dont know who to ask for help...I dont know who to trust....I DONT I REALLY DONT!!!!!!!I've got no 1 that I can consider as my friend in school I DONT I REALLY DONT....except for 1...I guess....do I really have to wait for faith to decide for me or am I to do it myself?????GOD TELL ME PLS TELL ME...HELP ME!!!!!WHO SHOULD I TURN TO ASK FOR HELP!!!!PLS GOD TELL ME!!!!


    I ranted at (: (:; 9:50 PM

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