~About Me~ Ee Lin
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wrong at times....yet feel so right.....sometimes very confuse....I'm NUMB...I'M DEAD!!!!I HATE PLEASING PPL...GETTIN REALLY TIRED WITH THE HIPOCRITS...

hmmm....thats a good question.... maybe u can get me a brand new tennis racquet....hahaha...that be good...AIN'T IT??? AND of coz would be my fav author Judith McNaught books...which *Denise always shakes her head* BESIDES THAT i would really appreciate it if i get an IPOD...a guitar too perhaps.....HAHAHA.....askin too much


Denise
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Evelyn K.
Jia Yi
Ee Yan
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U Wen
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I'm tired...I'm exhausted....I wanna give up!!!!!i can't stand it any longer...I'll go crazy if I keep on tryin!!!! I'm already standin at the edge of everything...I dont want to fall all the way down yet I cant help it!!!!!EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING IS DRIVING ME CRAZY.....RIGHT NOW THE NEWS IS i'M DEAD....I NO LONGER EXIST!!!!!


I'M DEAD.....THE EELIN THAT EVERYONE ONCE KNOW IS NO LONGER EXIST.....SHE'S DEAD.....LONG LONG AGO SHE'S DEAD......THE NEXT TIME WHEN YOU SHE HER AGAIN IT WILL NO LONGER BE THE SAME PERSON ANYMORE...COZ SHE'S DEAD!!!!!


I cant do it anymore...I'm tired...everytime when there's a problem what people have in mind first is always to find EELIN....but what happens when EELIN needs help???what happen when she's in trouble????hs anyone ANYONE at all think of her????the answer is NO!!!!!NO!!!no one at all tought of her!!!!no one at all had even have the courtesy to lend a helpin hand to her...all they know is to run as far away as they could manage!!!!!EXCEPT THE ONLY ONE PERSON I KNOW WOULD STAY AND HELP ME OUT....AND SHE IS THE ONE AND ONLY WHO IS WILLIN TO HELP ME.....I CANT THANK HER MUCH MORE FOR BEING THERE FOR ME TO AT LEAST LISTEN TO ME...I'M THANKFUL TO YOU FOR THAT....


Right here right now...I'm too tired and too exhausted to run anymore.....I'm very tired.....very tired....I cant feel myself anymore...I can feel anything anymore....I'M NUMB....EVERY NUMB....COZ I'M DEAD!!!!


PS:EELIN IS DEAD!!!!SHE NO LONGER EXIST!!!!

I ranted at (: (:; 7:18 PM

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