~About Me~
Ee Lin
of CLS
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my e-mail:madden_dreamer@live.com.my
my facebook as well....
I feel...
wrong at times....yet feel so right.....sometimes very confuse....I'm NUMB...I'M DEAD!!!!I HATE PLEASING PPL...GETTIN REALLY TIRED WITH THE HIPOCRITS...
what you can buy me for Christmas...
hmmm....thats a good question....
maybe u can get me a brand new tennis racquet....hahaha...that be good...AIN'T IT???
AND of coz would be my fav author Judith McNaught books...which *Denise always shakes her head*
BESIDES THAT i would really appreciate it if i get an IPOD...a guitar too perhaps.....HAHAHA.....askin too much
i've been thinkin for couple of days now and yet i still cnt seem to make up my mind....i dnt know what i'm thinkin or what do i actually want...i'm at a lost nowhere to be found....i dont know why but i hav the intention to make that call but yet i couldnt make myself...why????why am i still wondering bout if i should make that call????is it becoz i'm afraid???afraid of knowing the ans????afraid of whats there waitin for me????i dnt know....i still cnt think of what to do....when can i get my ans????today???tomorrow????the day after???
arghhhhhh!!!!!!this is so frustrating!!!!!!!
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6:43 AM
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Saturday, June 20, 2009
its been a very long time since i last wrote my blog...but it doesnt really matter how long i havent written in it.....anyway i'm just really lost lately...i'm still trying to really find out what i really want...i cnt seem to make up my mind......i just cnt seem to get over it,my decision is always change with what i hav in mind....i just cnt seem to get it right it seems as though it all wrong....
i was thinkin why do people keep wondering....why do they keep thinkin of what is impossible instead of what is really possible and make it into reality....i kept thinkin why must we wonder????why cnt we just find a way to solve all problems n stop oursleves from wondering....life is really a funny thing....no human being in the world cn seem to make up their mind in setting what the want...we kept on changing our minds base on the change of time...why cnt we just stick woth what we decide???even if we cn,how many of us cn actually succeed into doing excatly that????i just cnt seem to get it at all....its like i'm in the grasp of something that is unknown to me....i dnt seem to make up my mind...i'm doubtful over the things that i had done....i'm still in the maze full of wonder......
