~About Me~
Ee Lin
of CLS
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my e-mail:madden_dreamer@live.com.my
my facebook as well....
I feel...
wrong at times....yet feel so right.....sometimes very confuse....I'm NUMB...I'M DEAD!!!!I HATE PLEASING PPL...GETTIN REALLY TIRED WITH THE HIPOCRITS...
what you can buy me for Christmas...
hmmm....thats a good question....
maybe u can get me a brand new tennis racquet....hahaha...that be good...AIN'T IT???
AND of coz would be my fav author Judith McNaught books...which *Denise always shakes her head*
BESIDES THAT i would really appreciate it if i get an IPOD...a guitar too perhaps.....HAHAHA.....askin too much
how many of us out there has actually hav doubt bout ourselves???how many of us has actually ask ourselves before how much do we really know ourselves???i dont know becoz right know there's a gap between me n myself....i just got a really big slap from a friend....not really a slap but literally...i finally realize there's nothing much that i know bout myself besides being a loner....i dont knw really...he says i'm confident,sense urgency in me,unsure,curious,lonely,left out,hopeful firm,hasty....how much of that is true now???now that i have doubt on myself....i really dont knw...i'm lost with no where to go...now i'm also naive n inexperience.....i really dont know...i'm starting to hav doubt bout how much do i really know myself....he says guilt is something that i cannot take....he says i try meekly to be righteous...he says i'm filll with naive thoughts which r childlike...he says i try to understand the world but wont let the world teach me....i really dont know....am i trying too hard to be who i'm not???i'm starting to hav lots of doubt...how much do i really understand myself????just how much he says bout me is true????he says i'm too human...but arent we all????i just dont understand!!!!!
