Sunday, September 6, 2009
THE ULTIMATE LIFE GAME
HARD TO PLAY.....
CANT TAKE THE HEAT,DONT PLAY THE GAME....
He had once told me and he is not a 100% wrong about me at all...i hav to agree with what he had to say....so now here's the answer to answer his statement he said before which i havent really answer...guilt is something i cant live with...ya it right its something i cant do and live....and if it makes me naive and inexperience than just be it....i wont change the fact that thats what i am....at least i now knw that i was brought up with a guilty conscious mind.....and if trying meekly to be righteous makes me that way as well then i cant help it....becoz if u hav ever experience what i hav been through knowing that ur parents give u their fullest trust and knowing that somehow u had break that trust they had given u....u will try ur damnest to make things right...and if u had experience after doin something and the guilt hit up with u...then u'll knw why i try so hard to be righteous....trying to understand the world,and yet wont let the world teach me...maybe i try too hard to understand things,i'm a lil too pranoid....i admit what he said had not been wrong but if u cant live with me being who i am then just leave it be....i wont try to convince u of who i'm not...but at least i'm being honest bout who i am....if my answer still dont satisfy the statement then i'm really sorry....
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5:05 PM
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