Tuesday, December 8, 2009
god has it been a long time since i last wrote my blog.....been busy with all those freakin studies....which now that spm has already ended just couple hours ago...wow...all the hard work sure hope it pays of in the end.....now that the studies are all officially over for the time being....its time for me to get on back with my carefree life....now it more storybooks,more blogging,more facebook n more tv.....god its just time to relax a lil.....then after that look for a job which i already am just hoping to get it....so that the stupid dad of mine wouldnt start nagging again...god forgive me but do i just hate him....cnt he just let me go on with my own life n let me decide what i wanna do n stop making decision for me....i'm old enough to knw exactly what i want...but anyways life goes on from here....just had an outing with a bunch of friends just now after the ppr end.....no more talking bout hw did i do the ppr goes its all over n cnt change a sinlge things now....well went out with a bunch of friends including my 'lover'....well wasnt so bad.....growing to learn how to luv him i guess.....just hope that everything would be fine n my prayers would be answered...right now i'm just hoping that everything would turn out the way i want it to be and give me less trouble to deal with....which i already hav a hands full of it....
all i'm askin for now is that to achieve good results for my spm,for my parents to understand what i really want,for my relationship to be stable n good and for those strangers in my life to leave me alone....
AHHH.....GUESS THATS ALL FOR TODAY.....
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7:36 AM
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