~About Me~
Ee Lin
of CLS
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my e-mail:madden_dreamer@live.com.my
my facebook as well....
I feel...
wrong at times....yet feel so right.....sometimes very confuse....I'm NUMB...I'M DEAD!!!!I HATE PLEASING PPL...GETTIN REALLY TIRED WITH THE HIPOCRITS...
what you can buy me for Christmas...
hmmm....thats a good question....
maybe u can get me a brand new tennis racquet....hahaha...that be good...AIN'T IT???
AND of coz would be my fav author Judith McNaught books...which *Denise always shakes her head*
BESIDES THAT i would really appreciate it if i get an IPOD...a guitar too perhaps.....HAHAHA.....askin too much
god what the hell has gotten into me today....y am i feeling angry at him???just becoz he's busy????god the feeling is sooo confusing...it just doesnt make sense to me.....y am i angry???y do i feel insecure????all of this is so confusing so weird....ntg like that has ever happen be4...but y now????do i really love him that makes me feel weird???god....then my mom starts getting into my face just becoz i 4gotten to drink my milo this freakin morning....what the hell is wrong???y r crazy thing s happening to me nw????god.....1st was when i cried...then now getting angry...ARGHH!!!!!this is just so frustrating i dnt even knw how i feel at times.....smbody just gt to tell me bout it....i'm new at it n definitely not good at it....dnt like second guessing my own feelings....everything just makes me feel weird n outta place....just need to cool it for awhile...
